My name's Brandon, call me Kazi Just here wondering. All I know is My Music. And the people I could call Family. Currently looking for my future and hopefully will find it, again.
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Day 154
I hate when people talk bullshit and they act like they know what they are saying. These kids in Econ are fucking trying to make sense about the bible and the revolution that might happen. It gets me so fucking angry that ignorance can speak and people actually listen. 10:12
Honestly, I have never been so content with killing myself as I am right now. After fucking hearing all this bs and lies I’m really so content. I really do bot care what people have to say about me or what they think. All I care about now is me. I can’t try to care for others when I can’t even be me. This weekend showed me this and even now in school. Most of these people are getting me on the point of pure anger. 11:45
And now I’m making people mad at me for being me. Ok. It’s whatever. Like I said I do not care if people talk to me or not now. I don’t care if people talk shit behind my back. I don’t care if you love me right now. I guess I’m hurt, yea I’ll say I’m hurt so people can stop asking what’s wrong. I do not really care about trying to help people I love, school, family, not even myself. I’m just being back to old Brandon. 12:55
The awkward lunch is over. Didn’t look at the round table at all. I just kept talking to Mo, Marely, and Kishan. But now I have 2 periods of Bio with these girls. All I’m going to do is finish my paper and listen to music. If I don’t I’ll fucking get too mad. 1:31
Cake party thing shit ma bob at Perkin’s class. Everyone’s happy and smiling. Talking about prom and all the fun they had, I’m here like it was terrible and I have to do my work. 2:31
My day got so much better thanks to Dom. He picked me and andre up from school and told us about the days at Seaside. Shit was funny! We went to his house and his mom fucking tweaked on him. Then she saw his ear rings. She called him a fucking dickface! Who calls their kid a duckface!? LMAO I was literally on the floor dying from that.
Andre and I were talking about all the shit that went down this weekend and this week so far. My goodness, so much shit and headaches and nonsense. We are terrible young men for losing our minds over girls that are meant to be together. Ohh yea! Andre got his car so on Saturday he will be drip driving around the world. We finally got our escape from the world. 4:21
Helped pops switched the ac s in the house. Felt super fuerte! 7:36
What a boring ass night. I really spent 2 hours watching Witchblade and an hour watching the first third of the Taylor Swift documentary. Look here’s something many people do not know, as of right now I’m naming my first born girl Taylor and my son Kellin. Those names are after my two favorite artist and the people whose music made me not kill myself yet. No one will ever understand how their voice and their lyrics helped me grow and become a better human being. My other daughters name will be Ashley Esperanza. Named after my sister Ashley and Ms. Valle, I know I know why name your kid after someone you met in high school? Well if you are asking that question you need to shut the fuck up. Ashley is my family, that’s how I loom at it. When she is hurt I’m hurt wen she’s happy, I’m happy. When she is hungry, I’ll be hungry :P. This girl has seen me grow up throughout all 4 years of school and has never judged me once. She literally is my rock, as cliche as it sounds. Esperanza is after my grandmother, well practically my first mom. Ok I’m not going to go in on it cuz then I’ll be balling my eyes out. Well yea that’s how my kids will be named. 11:14
